26 July 2005

MEET MINI SAFFI


Mini Saffi's debut on Big Brother Posted by Picasa

It's Mini Saffi on Big Brother 25/07/05. The housemates won the task and had the decision to either play with this incredibly cute cat or have fags and booze. Naturally they decided to go for the kitten.

And for people who don't know - this is what my cat used to look like when she was the same age - ahh takes me back to the first days with Saffi.

Miss you Saff

Spread the Mini Saffi love by making your cat have Mini Saffi's - Holly i know you've done this already - cloning Saffi haven't you?!!

23 July 2005

Follow The Franz? Then follow the randomness

Have a look at http://www.franzferdinand.co.uk/ and look under Media - look how random the photos are - and you all know how much i love random photos. (think back to my Green Day pictures- if you can't get decent pictures of the band - i say get good ones of random things to remind u of the day)

20 July 2005

Boycott The iPod

Anyone else don't like the sound of Apple? I really want a Mp3 player but i really don't want to become part of a statistic by getting an iPod. I want to be different, so i'm thinking of buying this.




alas my sony craze continues - i'm tellng you. you can't beat a good Sony product.

It is cheaper, but by no means a cheap brand. This particular one is 20 gb and holds up to 15,000 songs - 900 cds. All for a deligthful price of 149£. It's on sale at the minute in argos, and hopefully i will be buying it within the next few weeks.

Was actually planning this week (tomorrow's pay day) but i've just found out that my cheque for my house in northampton has bounced (no surprise though really) so i have to pay 116 instead of 106 this week for the house.

What is it with sale's in this country. There used to be one sales a year - January sales. But they are everywhere now - Spring sales, easter sales, summer sales (lasting from June - August), January sales from December - January. Gone are the days that only the bad stuff is in the sales - now EVERYTHING seems to be in the sales throughout the year

17 July 2005

Think Back To 18th June 2005

This time last month (17th June 2005) i was preparing to leave Nuneaton to go and meet Holly at the train station to travel to Northampton to then travel the next day to Milton Keynes.

Green Day seemed such a long time ago now. It truly was the best day of my life, and i remember all the emotion that came through me when they came on. And it got me thinking about some truly deep stuff that won't share on this.

It was coming to near the end of the concert when they hadn't yet played "Time Of Your Life" and i was like - im walking away, and as i did - i heard it and went CRAZY!!!!!!

Overall this was a fantastic day, and i don't think i will ever forget it. If i do it will go down fighting.

So here are some of my photos i took - as always i go for random pictures first. All my Green Day ones from the middle where i was to start with came out really bad. So i've posted some of them i took from the back near the end. Sadly i didn't get the fireworks (only got them on my phone)

Ah Spongebob! you were the greatest!

Random people who look like they are having fun Posted by Picasa

SPONGEBOB! The girl we followed to get fruther to the front. Holly? Where's spongebob? Huh? Oh there she is! SPONGEBOB!!! Posted by Picasa

hmm my photos skills that day were GREAT Posted by Picasa

One of the support bands - can't remember which. I think Jimmy Eat World - cos i think the guy in the blue shirt is the Jim Carrey lookalike Posted by Picasa

That guy looks iller than i did Posted by Picasa

We all love crowd pictures don't we? Posted by Picasa

And The Random Pictures start Posted by Picasa

Journey Part 2 Posted by Picasa

The journey from Northampton To Milton Keynes. I love this picture - wouldn't think i got that from the window of a train Posted by Picasa

Random Flying The Scottish Flag Posted by Picasa

The Stage Posted by Picasa

Watch out Posted by Picasa

Milton Keynes 18th June 2005 Posted by Picasa

16 July 2005

LIFE AS IT WAS

I'm going backwards - back to the days were i started my book LIFE AS IT WAS. And at 113 pages it remains unfinished. But i felt i had to go back to it, and start the sharing process, so i though i'd share a bit of it with you. Reading back through it - i go back to my mental state that i was in - which at the time seemed bad but with my current state, this period was heaven. Anyway here it is. It's the opening paragraph

"Don’t we all have a book inside us? Whether our lives are full of action, trauma, drama, jaunty little tunes or just plain old boring, we all can make a book out of it. This is a way for me to free all my emotion that is attached to my repressed experience – what psychoanalysts call abreaction. I have tried to render my experiences, up until now, unconscious but they always seem to bite me back in the butt. The way I see it? Is that this is a healthy way at getting rid of the experiences. Not to just lock them up within pages but to also let the world see how they can affect people who are the closest to you and also the ones that are reading this. Experiences like these can affect any number of people, most of which are unknown to us and also to which we don’t notice. Even the slightest repression can cause big traumatic events to collide in our worlds, so isn’t it the safest way to express them into any form available? This is my form. In early days, psychoanalysts said that abreaction was very therapeutic, regardless of whether the patient understood the significance of the repressed experience. So will it turn out to be? I’ll let you know after I feel satisfied that it’s over, that I can go on living my life without the pain of the memories. "

13 July 2005

Doing It For The Thrills

Another band that i like its the Irish Quintet - The Thrills. I just bought their second album LETS BOTTLE BOHEMIA and have to say - it's not as good as the first SO MUCH FOR THE CITY. But i still love this band SO much.

Does anyone know if the lead singer (2nd from the left on here) is Conor Deasy? He's gone from his Steve Jones looking face to his Mark from Uni stage. Just an observation!

12 July 2005

NOW 61 - CHANGES

There has been last minute changes to the tracklisting of the new NOW here is the finalised listing


You're Beautiful (James Blunt)
Ghetto Gospel (2Pac) (Elton John)

Speed Of Sound (Coldplay)
Feel Good Inc (Gorillaz)
Don't Phunk With My Heart (Black Eyed Peas)
Shot You Down (Audio Bullys) (Nancy Sinatra)
They (Jem)
Shiver (Natalie Imbruglia)
Other Side Of The World (Kt Tunstall)

Lyla (Oasis)
Somewhere Else (Razorlight)
I Like The Way (Bodyrockers)
Everyday I Love You Less And Less (Kaiser Chiefs)
Jerk It Out (Caesars)
Smile Like You Mean It (The Killers)
Hard To Beat (Hard-Fi)

Beverly Hills (Weezer)
Lonely No More (Rob Thomas)
Forever Lost (The Magic Numbers)
Good People (Jack Johnson)
Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own (U2)
Lonely (Akon)
Let Me Love You (Mario)
Rich Girl (Eve) (Gwen Stefani)
Switch (Will Smith)
Roc Ya Body (MVP)
It's Like That (Mariah Carey)
N Dey Say (Nelly)
Slow Down (Bobby Valentino)
Again (Faith Evans)
Don't Cha Wanna Ride (Joss Stone)
The Avenue (Roll Deep)
Crazy Chick (Charlotte Church)
So Good (Rachel Stevens)
Nasty Girl (Inaya Day)
Say Hello (Deep Dish)
So Much Love To Give (Freeloaders) (The Real Thing)
Giving You Up (Kylie Minogue)
Wake Me Up (Girls Aloud)
Axel F (Crazy Frog)
Avenues And Alleyways (Tony Christie)
You've Got A Friend (McFly)
Proud (Heather Small)

you've been down that road before and you know where it ends

Fans Of HardFi

Calling all fans of HardFi, they are playing the RoadMender in northampton on October 14th . Any of my gang from Hull wanna see them - come and stay at my new house and we can all go together!!

If your still unsure who they are go to the website (look on links) listen to tracks, particaularly Hard To Beat, and Cash Machine - cash machine is brilliant - i was like i didn't hear this at Milton Keynes but then at the end is bursted into the best bit. Listen out for it, Clue is - what's in your pocket?



HARD-FI Taking Back Sunday

These are the two bands that i really liked after seeing Green Day live in Milton Keynes (still the most amazing day of my life). Hard-Fi have done pretty well in the album charts lately - getting like top 5 album. And i've just discovered that Taking Back Sunday are on the Elektra soundtrack.

Think i'm going to buy Hard-Fi album and i'm going to look for a Taking Back Sunday one.

just found this link of Taking Back Sunday click here - its a link to the song - Bonus Mosh Part 2 ( i remember them singing this at Green Day, and i loved the album. And just remember that these were the Americans that were like "I love your accent!" I LOVE THESE GUYS! Not too heavy for me at alll. Hell i like the LOSTPROPHETS - which is probably as hard i go.

Look down my links to get to the websites of the bands.

link to the album here -

Taking Back Sunday - Where You Want To Be
Taking Back Sunday - Tell All Your Friends
Hard Fi - Stars Of CCTV

The Road To 0 That I'm On

Im nearly at my first bank balance target (-£1250) thanks to Anglian Kitchens who are still paying me conseltation pay - but only for another 3 weeks.

Funny thing is - they are supposed to pay the average you have earned per week. Well i was there three weeks and i earned £160, however because i missed the first week payslot - that got put onto the second week and then second weeks got put onto the third week, totalling up to £160 but because this was all on one pay slip - it goes through the system as 1 weeks pay. So for my conseltation period pay i am TECHINCALLY supposed to get about £50 a week for four week (200 in total), but instead im getting £156 a week for four weeks (632 in total).

A Lot of difference huh? For doing no work what's so ever - so in the end being made redundant from my first job of the summer after three weeks seems a lot like winning.

Oh and i still get my £200 a week from Spar. So i'm a hundred of ROLLING IN IT.

All helps after a really bad finanical year.

I just need to stay off PLAY.com over the summer - which i haven't really been able to do as i've already preordered NOW 61 and WILL AND GRACE series 6. but they are my treats i'm saying.

Out of this money i need to buy a new PC (im going for Dell - but not laptop because Dell Laptops don't have a good rep), a new phone the 7260 - though this can wait until October maybe. And pay for my house over the summer. And little things i'm going to have to buy for the house - things like the ENTIRE linda barker range.

I'll start with paint first - Holly have u decided what your going to paint yet?

Nothing i Have To Say Is Important ? ? ?

This is an old entry into my journal which i'd like to share. I was a bit fragile at the time but i still stand firm against the reaction that i took.

"Do the things that i have to say really mean anything? Do they have an importance to other people? Do people really want to know what i'm feeling? What i think?I have the problems that other people go through but because i don't promote them doesn't mean that i dont go through them. The things that i actually talk about are the things that i care about. If you don't like the things that i'm talking about don't you(censored) say to my face that it is of no importance! It is important to me, and that should be enough to a real friend.I'm sure the person who this is about know who they are - and i'm not afraid to show my feelings.How could have i been so dumb to feel what i did back then - this future has shown me the real light. How i escaped the torment that i could have found myself in. "

Thankfully this reaction is what set me free from what seemed like a spell that i had been put under - finally was broken. And i was free.

10 July 2005

R U aware?

The affects that alcohol have on the body are consistently predictable regardless of the use pattern. Alcohol is a mood altering depressant drug. The reason that alcohol can cause such extensive damage to the body because it can go everywhere. There is no body cell resistant to alcohol. The first stop is the stomach, where without food, alcohol is absorbed directly into the blood stream. Food will actually slow the absorption of alcohol as will fruit juice and water. Vomiting, one of the body’s defenses against an alcohol overdose, and is caused when you drink too much.

Alcohol moves quickly to the brain and passes the blood-brain barrier, which normally keeps harmful substances away from the brain. In the brain, alcohol affects the neurons, causing judgement problems, coordination problems, and a host of other problem.
Once in the blood stream, alcohol goes to the liver for detoxification, or break down, by the alcohol-attacking enzyme alcohol dehydrogenase. Eventually, the alcohol is broken down and excreted from the body.

Your Appearance - If you want to have clear skin and bright eyes, don’t drink alcohol. According to researchers, more than one or two drinks a week promote aging. Alcohol is considered a food with non-nutritional calories that quickly add up. When you abuse alcohol, you tend to be undernourished, making your hair dry, giving you cracked lips, aggravating acne, making your eyes look glassy, and giving your skin a puffy, broken vein look.

Your Brain - Alcohol is a depressant that slows brain activity down. While one or two drinks makes most people feel relaxed, more alcohol may cause feelings of anxiety, depression, and often aggression. Alcohol’s first effect as it reaches the outer brain is to distort your judgement and lower you inhibition, while producing euphoria (a sense of pleasure). As you consume more alcohol, and it reaches the cerebellum, your coordination and perception are affected, and you can have memory blackouts. As the alcohol reaches your mid-brain, reflexes diminish, you experience confusion, stupor, and may lapse into a coma. Once the alcohol finally reaches the medulla, or inner core of the brain, your heart rate drops and breathing ceases, resulting in death. Research suggests that continued alcohol use can cause depression. Alcohol robs brain cells of water and glucose, the brain’s food, contributing to a hangover the next day.
Your Gastrointestinal Tract - The stomach is irritated by alcohol, causing increased stomach acid production, causing heartburn and eventually ulcers. Alcohol use is linked to cancer of the mouth, esophagus, stomach, and intestines. The liver, due to it’s role in breaking down alcohol, suffers the most damage. Alcohol use leads to destruction of liver cells, fat accumulation around the liver, and cirrhosis which is a fatal condition. Alcohol is also a diuretic, which causes the kidneys to incre ase urinary output, contributing to dehydration and your hangover.
Your Reproductive System - Although the research here is new, it is know that alcohol decreases the male hormone testosterone. Long-term use causes not only decreased function, but size. The use of alcohol in men and women causes increased sexual desire, but decreased performance. Alcohol is toxic to unborn children causing permanent tissue and organ damage.
Other - Alcohol depresses the body’s immune system making it easier to get sick. It also disrupts your sleep patterns, further depressing the immune system. Alcohol has been linked to an increased risk of breast cancer, high blood pressure, diabetes, kidney disease, heart disease, constipation, and strokes.

08 July 2005

Spare A Thought To Ex Spice Girl Melanie Brown

Mel B released a new album last Monday and after a week she has sold...........wait for it.......


670 copies

And she has entered the album charts at 453


There's no wonder - when i found out this news and went looking in the shops and not one of them had it in. No Smiths, no woolies, No Sainsbury's, no ASDA. Shame on Amber Cafe!!

07 July 2005

7 July 2005 Tragedy Strikes In London

0851 Seven people die in a blast on a train 100 yards from Liverpool Street station
0856 21 people die in a blast on a train between Russell Square and King's Cross stations
0917 Five people die in blast on a train at Edgware Road station
0947 An unknown number die in a blast on a bus at Tavistock Place.

On what this should have been a day of celebration - we go into a day of mourning

Now 61 Shaping Up Good - Out July 25th

1. Candy Shop-50 Cent
2. Lonely-Akon

3. 1 Thing-Amerie
4. Half Light-Athlete
5. Shot You Down-Audio Bullys Feat. Nancy Sinatra
6. Don't Phunk With My Heart-Black Eyed Peas

7. Slow Down-Bobby Valentino
8. I Like The Way-Bodyrockers
9. Girlfight-Brooke Valentine
10. Jerk It Out-Caesars
11. Crazy Chick-Charlotte Church

12. Speed Of Sound-Coldplay
13. Technologic-Daft Punk
14. Like Toy Soldiers-Eminem
15. Again-Fatih Evans
16. So Much Love To Give-Freeloaders
17. Wake Me Up-Girls Aloud
18. Feel Good Inc-Gorillaz
19. Rich Girl-Gwen Stefani Feat. Eve
20. You're Beautiful-James Blunt
21. They-Jem

Disc Two
Provisional Tracklisting
1. Everyday I Love You Less And Less-Kaiser Chiefs
2. The Other Side Of The World-KT Tunstall

3. Giving You Up-Kylie Minogue
4. It's Like That-Mariah Carey
5. Let Me Love You-Mario
6. Roc Ya Body-MVP
7. Shiver-Natalie Imbruglia
8. N Dey Say-Nelly
9. California-Phantom Planet

10. So Good-Rachel Stevens
11. Somewhere Else-Razorlight

12. Lonely No More-Rob Thomas
13. The Avenue-Roll Deep
14. Trouble-Shakin' Stevens
15. Signs-Snoop Dogg Feat. Justin Timberlake
16. Hate It Or Love It-The Game Feat. 50 Cent
17. Smile Like You Mean It-The Killers
18. Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own-U2
19. Beverly Hills-Weezer
20. Switch-Will Smith

03 July 2005

She Returns

Tomb Raider: Legend could i be anymore excited?

I've still gotta finish Tomb Raider: Angel Of Darkness though and i haven't played on it since Septemeber - i can't even remember where i'm up to.

Tomb Raider was the very first game i got for my PS2 which i bought on the same day that i went to see "the village" which was in August. And for people who remember, yes this WAS nose bleed day.

Lara Croft returns sexy as ever, however i'm feeling cheated because her breasts keep on getting smaller - and it was always tradition for her breasts to get bigger - and they did from the first to Chronicles.

Anyway this is the apparent story line for Lara Croft's Tomb Raider: Legend

"Travelling to several continents in search of a mystical ancient artifact, Lara Croft is pitted against corrupt forces led by a figure from her past...long thought dead"

God - i hope this is Natalie from the first - i loved her so much. Though it could be Pierre (maybe he's gone bad)

I've actually only ever played on the first game and this one but i'm such a big fan of the games, i'm thinking i might hunt down the older ones. But for now i'll get back to Angel Of Darkness.

Bad news is that it's not out til 25/11/2005 (according to Play.com)



02 July 2005

So Today Is The Day

Today is LIVE 8 - and i've just got in from work to find my Dad enjoying it so much that he couldnt hear me knocking at the door.

Luckily for me - he's recorded it so i can enjoy it - and Holly - you can enjoy Madonna once again.

Support the cause by clicking here. Sign the petition!

Its That Time Of Year Again

Yes i am on the look out once again for a new phone - i have had my other one for 6 months now, and the screen has begun to crack cos some of the ink stuff has begun to leak onto the screen - which from experience will only get worse.

I'm thinking of moving on from Nokia - and so far this is my favourite



However i still am a Nokia lover at heart, and i'm contemplating this one



The only thing that WILL remain is that i will still be with o2 - completely loyal to them - ive been with them from the start except for a 6 months turbelent relationship withVodafone.

I will have it by August hopefully

01 July 2005

Coming Soon...From The Makers Of Bo Selecta

click here

How Can They Change Such An Institution?

Friday nights at 7.30pm on BBC1 has been the same for as long as i can remember. We used to sit down and watch the week's chart rundown with Number One being played last, which blended into Eastenders.

But all is now changing. New time, new day, new channel - i think it's wrong to change something that for the past (at least) 20 years has remained the same - what are they going to fill the spot with now? Some repeat? Or some reality TV show?

The only way that i will except this change is if the Beeb give Linda Barker her own TV show SIMPLY LINDA.


GIRL POWER DAY

Apparently in 1996, Spice Girls named July 1st GIRL POWER day. However, how are you supposed to celebrate something who's founding members no longer believe in the slogan, let alone still together.

There are several MILLION rumours that they are going to do a surprise turn up at Live 8 tomorrow on Hyde Park - but i very much doubt it.

Can't wait for next year. Did you know that it's 9 years since the start of the Spice Girls - however they were only together for 4 years - not longer really considering what they actually achieved

26 June 2005

WHY IS THIS SO POPULAR?

Is it American or something - trying to invade Britain?

My god! Public execution is in order PLEASE!


Case Is Closed I Don't Negotiate With Love

i love this song - its a older one from Rachel Stevens but if it's not on Now 61 i think im going to have to buy her album.

Or Holly - you did say you might buy it - you buy it and i copy it - yes that sounds good. Now actually i want it for myself. I love the video too - so maybe i'll just buy the single.

30 sec clip here - opens in WM on a new webpage. Enjoy

Sticking on the subject of Rachel Stevens i found this on a website and thought it was hilarious

"She needs to loose the clothes if she wants to do well"

Transfixed With Her Tongue

No, i'm serious. There's this girl at work who has this tongue that is too big for her mouth, and i love the way she speaks because of it - and when she laughs it pops out at the end - i'm seriously transfixed with her.

And it was even better when she said that she loved the way i spoke - and she told Beena that she thought it was sexy, prompting her to smile at me and stick her tongue and then i melted.

Sorry M i've moved on for the summer

25 June 2005

Life Ceases To Rapidly Break Apart

It's like what it was before
Stagnant and dying
The movement has gone
But the decaying still slowly grows

22 June 2005

Results Are In... Has 20164414 passed first year Uni?

Today was EXCELLENT - not only am i finally over my illness (CELEBRATE THAT MY BOWELS ARE REGULAR AGAIN PLEASE), i also found out that i shall be working for SPAR as of Monday (which could be up to £250 a week for me), and also i got my first year results.

Here they are

Business Environment B
Intro To Media Studies C
Creative Writing C
Intro to Management C-
Intro to Popular Culture C-
History And Theory Of Film D

(im telling you Becky - HISTORY AND THEORY OF FILM is a tough marker)

and considering i didn't go to Creative Writing for going on 20 weeks - a C is good.

So at the end of the day - happy days!

20 June 2005

Today I Left Work Early

I left work early today because I booked an appointment for today for a kitchen design at Mrs Underwood's house in Leicester. So i ended up doing 2 hours work but paid for 3 hours - not a lot i know but at least i got home for the start of Wimbledon. Speaking of which....

19 June 2005


Is it just me or is David Boreanaz ageing really quickly? Posted by Hello

Rachel Does A Kylie

click here to see Rachel Stevens total rip off of Kylie's big hit CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD

New Features

New feature coming soon on my blog - and i'm sorting all the structure.

For now i'm going to add one now - and Holly - you'll like this week's special - click on it. (Should be at the top)

Weather Hits All Time HIGH

The weather in England at the minute is ridicilous - how people can enjoy this weather when they are doing anything other than sunbathing is beyond me.

In Milton Keynes yesterday it was 30c. This was unbelievable warm - especially when your surrounded by 60,000 people. It's like Sardines in a tin that's on fire.

However today is set to be EVEN WARMER. The record in this country is 31.5c, and it is set to reach 33c today. News on that later.

17 June 2005

Debbie The Thief

Today, Holly Muggs and I arrived at my flat. I found that my Camping mat was not where i left it. Slowly things unravelled and i found that my towel and showel gel wasn't there. Next i find that my blanket wasn't there. Yes the story was unravelling by the second. I looked in the fridge to find that my bacon was gone plus a breast of chicken that i left in the freezer. Then when we were in ASDA shopping for weekend food - it hit me - all the things didn't matter when in comparison HOlly's Nip Tuck DVD was also missing.

This means WAR

14 June 2005

41.25% Nominations This Week

Derek, Roberto and Sam up for eviction this week. My posse is safe YAY!

Roberto to go please call 09016 16 16 09 or text ROBERTO to 64404 or hit the red button on your remote control (not the power button please)

NEWS ON ME

Hello some good news today - i knew it was going to be a good day for me - i could feel it.

I went to Nuneaton town for an interview - which when i got there i found out that the position had gone - so i walked the 3 mile walk back home and feeling sad i stewed around the house for 4 hours. Half 4 came and i did the 3 mile walk back into town for another interview that turned out to be not an interview - but induction - TODAY I STARTED WORK yey!

At a call centre - crappy work but the time goes really quickly actually before i looked at my watch it was half 6 - half way into my shift.

And the best thing about the job is that there is no set hours really. At the beginning of the week - you ask for the shifts that you can do - and they see if they can fit you in. This week i asked for 5 shift (couldn't do Friday, Saturday and Sunday because of GreenDay) and i got 4 of them. If i get in early i'll be putting down ALL shift - Monday to Sunday. They are only 3 hour shift but there is two shifts a day. The only thing is, is that there is a 4 hour break between the morning shift and afternoon shift so i have to walk home stay there for 2 hours and then go back. This isn't really that bad considering it only takes me 30 minutes to walk there - plus its the exercise i need to get my BP down

13 June 2005

Give Me No Reason To Cry

Got an interview for a job tomorrow at a possible job that i will get paid around £220 a week for. So here's to hoping!

Just added White Stripes to my mini disc list - with The White Stripes, De Stijl, White Blood Cells, Elephant and Get Behind Me Satan all on the disc. I still haven't listened to the whole of Get Behind Me.... yet - i got up to the third song i believe - which was too wierd so i was like - i can't have this when i'm trying to organise something, so i turned it off. Oh no - is this a bad sign? Can this album be better than the best album so far - ELEPHANT - i loved that one from the start - time will only tell.

40.87% An Order Of Sort

I'm going to sorting out my links soon. With a brand new section - SONGS I LIKE. Which will all be avaiable in Real Player.

Nothing much to say at the minute, oh except for things that i learnt today were

Sugar isn't the main cause of Diabetes - its too much Carbohydrates in your diet.

It's been 15 years since the destruction of the Berlin Wall.
115 since the start of the Chinese Boxer Rebellion
And funny thing i heard today was "Is it progress if a cannibal uses a knife and fork?"

12 June 2005

THREE AND A HALF MONTHS OF THIS.....oh shit

Am i going to be able to stand this when i'm in the middle of a war - with no escape but time

40.16% Searching Dell

I've decided that my reward for working solid for three and a half months is going to be a new PC. i'm going to buy myself a new PC - desktop rather than laptop this time though.

I'm searching Dell website at the min and i can get one for about £300 complete with Windows and Office.

Dad said he would get me one for the start of next year - but if i put something towards it i might be able to get a better one.

Anyone with any UK places i can get cheap ones from? Holly - where did you get your laptop from?

Is This The Worst Song For A Comback?

I'm thinking yes. Mel B has slipped up. If you wanna listen to the track (it's like a minutes clip) then click here. i just think that the backbeat is awaful - its sounds so fast and random.

11 June 2005

Herbies

Oh how i miss the sandwiches from Herbies.

Is it only in Hull, because i've never seen them elsewhere.

I want someone to bring me one now! Chicken Mayo Lettuce and Tomato on Italian White please.

mmmm stop im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!

40.29% It's A Sad Day In Flat 2 Room 6

And I've landed on home soil. Back in Nuneaton - my home for the next 3 and a half months - oh the joy!

Had to make two trips to get all of my stuff out of the room. And it was sad to see that room so empty - i haven't seen it that empty since September 25th 2004 (GOD THAT SEEMS AGES AGO - i think its the fact that its 2004).

Packing that room was very emotional. Thinking - i'll never watch TV in this room again. I'll never do this in this room again. And even though there was no tears, it was still sad that i would never see this room in the condition that i put it in EVERY again. A couple of things, however, still remain in the room. Namely shower gel, a towel and Holly's copy of Nip/Tuck - so don't forget it! Other than the yoghurt stain on the carpet, that's all that remains.

And now i'm back at my Dad's in Nuneaton - moving into Becky's old room (wow the winnie the pooh room is what i've always wanted - well actually its the attic room so techincally it IS what i've always wanted. Complete with sky light and all so i can climb on the roof and watch the world go by.

But the work has begun, not an hour have i been here and i am already on the hunt for a job - and it's stressfull stuff. But i'm putting myself out there. I'm going for Team Leader at Tesco Express in Whitestone (where my Dad actually lives - its part of Nuneaton & Bedworth). When Monday comes i'm going to be busy calling people and heading around town asking for jobs - and hopefully by the June 20th i will have one. I need to earn money ASAP and as much of it as possible. I'm committed to work 30 hours a week - if i get that is another question. But if i don't get that from one job - i'm going to go for several jobs.

JUST TRYING OUT HELLO - OH MY GOD WHERE DID MY HAIR GO


This is Me, Brother David, Brother Wesley at Sister Becky's birthday party. Alas i've found another picture of myself that i like :-p Posted by Hello

Is That What You Think About Me?

just because its kinda fun... took it from keeper (or tota), who took it from mark or tota, who took it from...?
1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me?
2. Go to http://images.google.com/ and search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word).
4. Use an image tag, i.e. < src="url.of.the.image.goes.here">
5. Put this in your own blog so that I can do the same

10 June 2005

This Is The End

Well that time has come, in 24 hours i shall be gone from Uni. And i'm about to leave Grendon for the last time.

I've packed half of my room. So i've the other half to do - durr.

But so many things to do before that - need to go to finance office (form due May 27th oops) i need to see my crew for one last time (guys - will miss you and can't wait til we move into the house - its going to be wicked)

By the way, any of the Shindig gang - if you wanna come down to see me next year i have a bigger room so i can get ALL of you in if you all wanna come so, BECKY, JENNY DAMIAN, KATHRINE, HOLLY get your arses down here. Holly you're coming first week for freshers week right? i hope so cos i have a job for you to do - help me with painting my room. and i may even just give you your very own wall to do whatever you want to do. I'm thinking non conformity here - different wall reflecting something different. I'm having words on my wall. Holly get thinking of what you can paint on my wall - and bring a brush (i'll provide the paint)

So i'm going now - i'll be coming to Hull sometime over the summer but i'm working in Nuneaton over the summer. but don't worry i'll come up and we can party like its 2005.

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Sam to go! Call 09016 16 16 10 or text SAM to 64404

09 June 2005

How Could I Abandoned The Branch

Hello people. There is a new single by Michelle Branch out soon (not sure when) but i just really love this song. And i can't believe how long it has been since i listened her. I really love her music. Favourite track is Goodbye To You (my discovery song - when she played on Buffy) and since then i've loved her. Other good songs are: "Are You Happy Now?" "Everywhere" "Find My Way Back" and the brilliant duet with Santana "Game Of Love" all avaiable on the two albums "Spirit Room" and "Hotel Paper"

If you havent' heard of her before i urge you to click on the link on the side - it's there somewhere.

Now i'm off back to my flat to play her very loud - i have an hour before the warden will be around to tell me to turn it off.

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I want to know why Italy aren't in the Eurovision. It's just occured to me. And it remains a mystery

07 June 2005

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Results in today - if you're really concerned i'm sure you'll ask me in person and i don't particuarly want to post it here for all to see.

06 June 2005

12 Days To Go

until this.... click here

(it doesnt like this post)

i just found out that this is a open air venue

"My Forbidden Love For Hillary" By Michael Moore



Im near the end of the first Michael Moore (the third one i've read) DOWNSIZE THIS!, and he has dedicated a whole chapter to his one true love, other than his wife.

"Hilary operates from a moral place in her heart, a really foregin concept in Washington"

"Hilary Rodham is one hot shitkickin' feminist babe"

"Hang in there, Hilary. You'll save this country yet."

"Eating Chilli on Tuesday, why would they do that?!?!"

First it was the Germans - oh and how we hate them still - but alas they are still paying for the sins in money - I don't know if you lot know but the German government still gives money to victims of the holocaust.

Secondly it was the Americans - oh how we love to hate these people for revolting against us in 1776 (I got the date right, didn't I?) and taking charge of us November 2000. Can anyone say robots? "I pledge my allegiance to the flag of the united states of America. And to the republic for which it stands. One nation under god, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all." conformity much?

And now it seems that we have another country trying to invade UCN - the Canadians, who believe eating chilli on a Tuesday is morally wrong? Okay something is up when eating a particular food on a particular day is unethical. Wierd much?

Has It Come To This?>

http://www.channel4.com/bigbrother/news/newsstory.jsp?id=219

Alas a break from the boring arguing in the Big Brother House, but i'm sure the usual routine of arguing will resume soon.

I used to like arguing in Big Brother but for the past 8 days they have been arguing EVERY day, and it just ain't good when it's only been on 9 days. 60 days to go

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today was my first visit to the doctor this week (with at least 4 planned visits this week). I had to go and collect a container for a urine test that i have to do and the container is massive. It's one of those containers that have PVA glue in them - you know from school - i always remember these at primary school cos for some odd reason we used to pour glue on our hands and let it set so we'd be able to peel it off - WOW how exciting was primary school huh?

Anyway results are in and i've got to go see the doctor tomorrow at half 10 to get the results. Is it a bad sign that they wouldn't give me the results over the desk?

05 June 2005

Thy Has Been Tempted

I'm actually tempted to buy Steve Brookstein's new album cos it has one of my favourite songs on it - Your Love Keeps On Lifting Me Higher And Higher (i think it's perfect for Claire's Adventures - so it's an investment really) and also yet another version of Against All Odds is no bad thing

HELOO DAAAVE

The Pig nosed proprietors of the local shop who don't like change. In fact they don't even give change.

03 June 2005

Sausages Trumps Onion Rings



Today i watched The Simple Life 2: Road Trip and Nicole Ritchie (who i keep on wanting to call Paris Hilton) finally beat her onion rings performance with her performance with SAUSAGE MEAT! you have to see the episode of TSL2: Road Trip where they work at the sausage making place - even though it WILL put you off sausages

GO NICOLE bring us more food antics

BLOW TO THE HEAD FROM MEG AND JACK

Well we may need to wait a while to see The White Stripes they have a tour of Europe (only UK date is Glastonbury) and then USA. And that is up until the end of August. They normally play in Bridlington though so that would be good so i'll keep out an eye for that - meanwhile Holly i have bought us tickets for the Spice Girl reunion - HAHA

You Took A White Orchid And Turned It Blue


If ASDA have this CD on Monday then i will be in the possession of the new White Stripes album. I can't wait - does anyone wanna go and see them because they are often in the North Of England aren't they?

Return Of The Hair

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Now my first year is over and it's time to relax for the time that i have left - around a week, before i can begin the solid hardass work over the summer - which is another reason why i can't wait for October - so i can get back to Uni move into the house and finally not worry about working for the money, but alas as soon as i do move into the house - before i even unpack stuff i am going to go out there and find another job to finance me through my second year.

It is strange to think that i've been here a whole year and i think i've changed as a person - but it's not all been good things

It's All Over,It's All Over

And the curtain has closed for another year on the exam front.

02 June 2005

CONTROVERSY

http://askthepope.blogspot.com/2005/05/shroud-of-turin.html

Cleaning Out The Rubbish To Find The Treasure

Today I was cleaning up the part of my bedroom that i have never cleaned up throwing out a whole binbag full of papers and lecture notes and letters from Uni (from 2004!) and i found the poem that i wrote in Popular Culture - the one that i thought that i had lost in Business. Well alas no it's no way ready to be posted but i just thought i'd tell you all that today has been a bright day really, despite the fact that my puncture wound where they took blood has come up with a really nasty looking Browny Grey bruise.

The poem is a full a4 piece of paper with all the margins filled in too and because i wrote it like 2 months ago i've forgotten what order the stanzas went in - so it might take me a while to decifer that. Oh and i need to change the title because the title is the same as the subtitle of one of the These Four Walls (oh which i haven't done in a long time).

People, check out my poetry at http://simonsenlis.deviantart.com just incase you forgot the link.

Anyway Big Brother to watch now, and last night there was fights. :-)

No Wonders I'm Stressing

I've just figured out what i need to earn over the summer. To pay for the house, and pay my student overdraft back to O, i need to earn about £150 a week over the summer, which is without spending a single penny of, and that doesn't include board that my Dad is asking for if i end up living there in Nuneaton.

So maybe Hull would be better to spend over the summer - no board at my Mum's i hope, infact i just won't pay it. But its the location of Swanland that is really putting me off because it is so far away from Hull - where i'm going to have to find the work.

This dilemma is stressing me out! So unless i win the lottery (but how cos i dont play) then i'm going to have to work my ass off over the summer, none stop, stopping at nothing, being unsocial and irriratable.

My Dream Girl

Looked Dead Didn't I? Well i wasn't!

"Wakey Wakey Eggs and Bakey"

Tonight i am going to be watching the double bill of Kill Bill - it has been so long since i did watch this film. I was going to watch Vanilla Sky, but someone has borrowed it and i didn't even know who.

Anyway so i shall be watching my favourite Tarantino movie, and one of my favourite films EVER (counting Vol 1 and Vol 2 as one film), in fact i need to think about my favourite films again - because there's so many. Donnie Darko (original cut), I Heart Huckabees, Vanilla Sky, Kill Bill but i'm not sure about the order really

Hearooo

I love Team American World Police - and my favourite character has got to be kim Jong-Il - he always makes me laugh, especially when he says Hello. - "Hearoo", i love the bit where he's like "I can't believe i have a Cheyennen infront of me telling when he's going to take an order, Hearoo!"

Oh and Matt Damon always makes me laugh. "MATT DAMON!"

Mariah Carey's not white???????????????????????????!!!

For Live 8 she is counted towards the non-white acts

I Think I Need Help

I've been learning about depression today. Some of the things seem very familiar - infact they all do

http://www.rcpsych.ac.uk/info/help/manicdep/index.asp

01 June 2005

Feel The Fear

I've just heard Geri Halliwell say that a song on her album called "Feel The Fear" and she said it was inspired by "Deep Impact". Random to you but now i want to hear this because i'm loving movie/TV inspiration at the minute